that's really sad.
i'm so sorry :(

yikes,
how so? if you don't mind me asking?

yeah i know. it's very sad. but i'm definately not going to be like my parents. i'm not a lying, two-faced kind of person. i just feel sorry for my little sister, i'm hoping she doesn't have to deal with them like i am now.

i know. when i was in JDC, i met this girl who 13 and pregnant! and she was STILL doing drugs and fighting. i tried to help her realize that she didn't need to be doing that or her baby could die or come out not healthy and she didn't understand. she didn't care. it was so sad. it seriously breaks my heart to see stuff like that. babies are so innocent and they didn't ask to be brought into the world.

ughhh how horrible. i hateeee when people don't say things to your face. my mom can be like that sometimes. it's soooo annoying. just like when your fighting with someone and they start sticking their finger out at you. that drives me insane! lol

what does she do to you?

lol i figured.
that's why i always TRY to keep the conversation going but i don't always know how to. i'm a really horrible speaker most of the time.

those akward silences are just as uncomfortable on the internet as in person.
or at least they are in my opinion :)

oh yeah,i believe in karma most definately.

oh yeah. definately.
i have definately become a stronger person throughout all of this. so i'm thankful for the experience but then again it's like "ok God i got it, i've learned and i don't let people walk all over me anymore. this can all stop now" lol