paige.
facebook. - myspace.- flickr. - aim : paigeswhoibe. - deviantart. - twitter. - ask for my cell number. :]

guess what ladies and i suppose you few gentleman out there, I'M BACK!
don't get too excited, but you can look forward to
GLAMAZON's return to sugarloot.
the first edition of the magazine will probably be done in january.
the sugarloot edition will be up by december. i may also bring back my book "The Vagabond."
i'm working on another book, but i'm not sure if i'm putting it online.

bahhh! i have a fake on polyvore.
i do have a polyvore, as of november 15th.
but this isn't it.
this is.



ask me anything.
click here. it anonymous. :]

IF you HAD to choose just ONE...team edward or team jacob? ;)
Edward all the way! No doubt about it. Edward reminds me of my own boyfriend, honestly, so of course I'm on his team. ;]

you seem like someone who could be a fashion designer or something. youre really artsy!
Thank youu! :] I would love doing something like that. I kinda have trouble deciding what I'm going to do.

do you like to act and dance?
Sure. [: For dance, I like contemporary or modern, pretty much. I don't take lessons or anything, but I had a class I took in high school and we'd have to choreograph our own dance routines and perform them. It was a lot of fun. Although I always did modern, and they were supposed to be "emotional," people said I still managed to look like a stripper because I flip my hair. hahaha

So do you watch the vampire diaries? And are you gonna watch new moon?:)
Yes & Yes. [: I'm seeing New Moon the day it comes out. My mum's making me, but I don't mind. haha

do you have braces?
Unfortunately. My teeth are horrrrible. haha

why does it seem like you hate me? you NEVER reply to my comments?
Aww, I'm sorry. :[ I honestly try to reply to all comments, but if I don't, just comment again! Sometimes I multi-task a bit too much and forgot who I've replied to and who I haven't. I don't hate you, I promise!

what are your college plans? :)
I honestly have no idea right now. Which is bad, because I'm a junior. haha I don't really think I can really afford to go anywhere besides a Community College unless by some miracle we can get a loan or something. I wouldn't know what to major in, anyways. I have way too much I want to do, hopefully by then I can decide what I want to major in. I seriously have trouble sleeping at night because I feel like I could be up doing things and accomplishing something instead of sleeping. If I end up going to college, which will most likely happen, I'm not going to major in writing, just because I've always hated English class, I like to write my way or the high way. Maybe Photography, or Fashion Design, or Graphic Design, who knows. I want to do a lot. haha

that persons dream was creepy, are you weirded out by it? xD
Nahh, people have told me they've had weird dreams about me before. xD

hahahaah does it bother you when people talk l$k3 th$zzzz?? :)
Oh my god. YES! I don't even see why people would chose to talk like that, makes things more difficult, if you ask me.

do you have a bestfriend?
I would call Lexi my best friend, honestly. There's a lot of people that call me their "best friend" but ehh, I think Lexi is really my best friend.

french toast, french fries, or french maid? hahaha. yay for random questions! Oooh, french maid. ;D Haha just kidding, they're all appealing in some way. French fries, if I have like a pound of ketchup to go with it. French toast, if it's from Cracker Barrel. :] French Maid would be an interesting halloween costume. Although I don't think I would ever be one. I know next year I'm going to be a Flapper, I'm going to make the outfit meself. :D

so you're british? is that why you talk like that? :p
Hahaa no I'm not British. The only British thing I think I say is Mum. I just like it more then Mom. Think it sounds better. :]

you are awesome!
You are super awesome!

okay well it was VERY random (my dream)and i woke up in the dream as you! have ever seen freaky friday? if you have..kinda like that it was very weird and we had to go on for weeks like that. we talked on the phone and you told me about how to go along with your classes and stuff. i swear it was the wierdest dream i have ever had...creepy too. xD
Holy shizzlefritz. That's freakin sweeet. xD I always have either extremely random pointless dreams or extremely morbid/scary pointless dreams. Either way, none of them ever have a point. hahaha

I had the weirdest dream about you...do you wanna know it? xD
Uhh are you kidding?! Heck yeah I wanna know! Haha :D

Hey Paige :) Can we see a picture of you and your boyfriend???
Of coursee! I'll upload one when I have a good one, hah. I have one from like 5 months ago, which I look horrid in, so I won't put that up. I'm sure I can ask his parents for a picture, considering his dad basically made us do a mini-photoshoot (which I probably look horrid in as well because I could not stop laughing.)

Paige would you be willing to help me with my profile? :D
Of course! All you have to do is ask. :D

honestly? i think you're gorgeous. and your editing skills are majorly cool. your profile is an inspiration. how do you come up with the things you write? i feel like i have major writers block when it comes to d0ing my profile.
Thank you so much. :] This isn't much help, but it just hits me. But I do look up inspirational quotes and lyrics if I'm too braindead to come up with something.

How did you become interested in Mozart L'Opera Rock? & By the way, "Dream" by Priscilla Ahn is one of my favorite songs.
I was exploring on youtube for french music; because I love it so much. I look up on video I'm familiar with, and look at the recommended videos that come with it. That's how I discovered them, and of course, they're amazing, so it's hard not to love them.

some1 told me that u were pregnant and then ur baby died. y were u pregnant? SEX IS FOR ADULTS. and if ur going 2 have it shouldnt u b protected? ur fxckin dumb.
Sorry to burst your bubble, but someone told you wrong. :] I fully believe in abstinence. Ask my boyfriend.

what's your nationality?
My dad's father's side, is all from England. My dad's mother's side, is from England & Italy. My mum's side is pretty much a mixture of people from Ireland and Germany.

what font do you use? i dont know why, but it fits your personality perfectly. (good thing)
Times New Roman. :] I'm really picky about fonts. If I don't use TNR I use Tahoma.

your sickness seems really difficult to deal with :( and you seem like you're always at hospitals and emergency rooms.. how do you go to school? are you homeschooled???

I still go to school, like everyone else. There are certain things I can't do and my teachers and principals know that. So when we do things like presentations or activities that involve standing or strenuous activities, I sit out. I had to take gym, but pretty much was sat out the whole time, but for the sake of dignity, I did a lot of the stuff anyways. Basically, I just deal. Stick it through and know my ways to the bathrooms and nurse if I get sick, know my surroundings if my vision goes, y'know. I have friends who help me out, so it works. :] The only concern this year, is that I'm helping run and teach a preschool program at my high school, and that's probably going to do a bit of damage on me. They come in Sepetember 22nd. Lordy.

dear paige, you are seriously an amazing person. everything you go through & get through, inspires me to do more with my life. one day, i hope i get to meet you and thank you for all you've done. i love you best friend <3
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everything you say has insight. :]
:] I don't really like to talk without having meaning behind it.

i think this formspring thing should be turned into an question/advice thing. someone on sugarloot should do that.
I've been thinking the same thing! I might start something like that up soon. :]

I just want to tell you that you are probably the most inspiring person I've ever encountered. You watch out for all your friends and give the best advice. You have this quality that allows you to capture almost any subject in a frame of whimsy and magic. Best of all, you go through shit all the time and you NEVER let it get you down. Maybe it's the taoism. Or maybe it's just you. :)
Thank you so much. :]

how exactly do you make one of these? i signed up for a formspring but i dont know how to make one): teach me computer genius?! loveyoubestestestestest frannn :D
Bahahaha. I think/know who said this. And you figured it out on your own. I be proud of you!

how old were you when you had your first kiss?
Five! Haha. In kindergarten. By the tree, during recess, with my first boyfriend, Josh, who I dated until like second grade. xD

Have you ever thought about selling your photography? I'd be interested. (:
I have, actually. :] I think I'm going to make a website to host my photography, (like my own website, not flickr or deviantart.) and I'll make it so people can order prints. Hopefully by the end of this month or the next, I'll get that done.

how old is robbie? he looks like hes 10! xD
Hahahahah xD He turned sixteen on august eighteenth.

i hate how people are calling charlote a bitch. honestly i love her personality and hows shes honest. i wish i could be like that.
Agreed.

charlotte is the most wonderful person i have ever met in the world and she loves pai-dizzle, even though she hates her at the same time. <3 - not charlotte.
Hahahaha :] Not really sure what to say to that one. xD

Lately visiting your profile has become one of my favorite things to do here on Sugarloot-I just love reading your blogs,looking at your pictures,and listening to your profile songs.This may sound weird or whatever,but coming to your profile is almost like entering another sort of world-one that's so beautiful and peaceful and unique.It's kind of like something straight out of a fantasy or a fairy tale-a little bit of magic-and I think that it's truly inspirational and amazing.:)
Aww, thank you. :] I'm probably going to update my profile soon, whenever I'm not being a bum. Haha :]

do you like charlotte?
I do. A lot of you act like it's a crime or something nowadays. xD Charlotte is Charlotte. You either like her or you don't. She'll say, quite frankly, whatever the fuck she wants, and you just have to expect it. For those of you who think that just because of the things she's said, that I shouldn't like her, listen up. She's honest and straightforward. She will never tell you what you want to hear, and most of the time, she tells you things that you definitely won't like. If you value honesty, you'll appreciate her. If you really value unique people, you'll value her.

charlotte's a BITCH
Aww, I wouldn't say that. :[ She has an opinion and knows she has a right to speak it, that's all.

lame question of the day: what's your favorite color? (hey, someone had to ask, why not let it be me!)
Well, honestly, I don't think I could pick. My taste changes like every two seconds. However, when anyone asks that, I immediately respond with RED! Every time. :]

wat do you find attractive in men? and wat makes a girl pretty to you?
I don't really think I could answer either of those, in the way you might what me to. Physically, I don't really pick one or two things, and decide if this person as these things and I like them, I think they're pretty or attractive. I think all girls have there own beauty, and attraction with guys shouldn't necessarily be only physical. If we let the attraction be physical, sometimes it dominates things for the worse. Although, I must say, I have a thing for people with pretty eyes. Haha :]

lick lick.
Yumm. Bite bite. ;]

what do you consider to be the most annoying thing on or about sugarloot?
The two big D's, drama & downvoting. If drama exists, that is. Like Sugarloot has been pretty good to me, but I've had occasional things that weren't so nice. Like when I had a hate site last year? Not cool.

please put more pictures of yourself up in that box thing! they're all so cool
Will do! Haha glad you like them. :D

Two Questions: 1) how did you caption your pictures? 2) how did you do your scrollbox? <3333333333
1.) You just hit edit and put the caption in the description, if that's what you mean. xD and 2.) Googled scrollbox code!

paige. i completely and entirely love you. you have such a special place in my heart. <3 youre such a beautiful person inside and out. youre an inspiration. whenever i read what you have on your profile, i always remind myself not to take life for granted. i love you because you're real and true and authentic. youre absolutely amazing.
Whoever you are, thank you very very much. :] I can't help but say, I love you too, and you, are even more amazing. So thankyouthankyouthankyou.

How did you do your make-up in coolest make-up photo? (since everyone is asking about your make-up, I might as well too)
Well, I took it like, a year ago. But it was just lipstick, across my face. Not exactly the most comfortable thing, but yeah. xD

ily.
I love you tooo, kind stranger. ;D

I love how you answer everyone's questions honestly and with tons of detail. Btw--make-up made sense, I'm doing mine like that tomorrow!
I think it would be mighty silly not to be honest. :] And yayy! And I forgot, sometimes, because I'm a goober, I use pink blush as eyeshadow? Kinda the same as what I said before, but I put the pink like, in the crease of my eye, and then from the corner of the crease, to the end of my eyebrow, then put the brown over it. It's not a hugee difference, but yeah.

I heard you blinded an elderly man with a metal hook. Is this true?
Hahahaha xD No ma'am. That would be terrible. :[

How do you do your make-up and hair? It always looks amazing! I was also wondering if you can make vlogs for us too!?
Well, I always do my makeup the same, I don't really wear much. I wear true match liquid foundation, in the palest it gets, because it's the only foundation I know of that's pale enough for me. xD I wear whatever eyeliner I can find, do very little on the bottom, and a thick bit on the top corners, gradually decreasing the thickness as I get to the center. If I wear eyeshadow, it's just a light neutral color over my whole eyelid, and then some shade of brown blended in the corner. Haha, that probably made no sense. And I don't do anything with my hair. Just wash it and brush it, and shabang. xD And I've been wanting to make vlogs for forever! As soon as I can get some rechargeable batteries and a charger for my good ol' digital camera, I'll make some. :D

So....your pretty much the best person ever! <33
Aww! Haha thank you darling. :] (I beg to differ, though. hahaha)

Be but thy inspiration given,
No matter through what danger sought,
I'll fathom hell or climb to heaven,
And yet esteem that cheap which love has bought.

Henry David Thoreau <3 Thank you for that. :]

Paige, since you left the first comment on my profile, you've inspired me and made me recognize so many more of the beautiful things in life. I now bend down to look at the petals on the flowers, bend back to watch the clouds float over, and smile because these little beauties still exist. I, along with many others, are behind you in your struggles and put you in our prayers. Thank you, Paige.
<33 I'm glad. :D & thank youuu.

hello. I would just like to say you are a wonderful person. your photos are absolutely brilliant and you have gone through what most of us have never had to and yet you still are seeing the best in everyone and everything around you. I would just like to say you are an absolute amazing rolemodel, even though you are like one year older than me, you have made me a better person just by reading your page. Thank you. and god bless, L.I.V.E L.A.U.G.H L.O.V.E
Aww, thank you so much. :]

make me a playlist of your favorite songs that calm/relax you [please]. i love listening to your profile songs, but i can't put only four songs on a cd :P
Haha will do! I'll put it on my profile later, it might take me a few days to put together, considering I have a bunch of huge tests and projects right now. :]

Hey Paige, we've talked before but I don't want to tell you who I am at the moment. Anyways, I read your blog about your friend battling with anerxoia and cutting and suicide, even though you didn't put what you said I felt so much better because lately I've felt like I am the only one going through so thank you. Also, you inspire me everday to become a better person.
Aww, I hope everything works out for you. If you need help, just ask. <3

In your blog, you portray your parents in an unflattering way. "But I really feel that my parents have no understanding of me and who I am, and what I believe in" among other comments about them. Do you believe they do not love you? And if so, do you think that feeling is not so uncommon among teens?
Somewhat, yes, that's what I believe, and I do believe that the feeling is very common in teens.

you are one of the most inspiring people i have ever come across. thank you so much for putting everything in perspective, for everyone out there, i may not know EXACTLY what you're going through, but from the looks of it, we live a very similar life style. its nice to know someone is going through the same trials, and living through it to see the light in each day, rather than giving up. i dont know you, but im praying for you, best wishes.
Thank you, and I'm glad I could give you the ease of knowing someone else is going through the same thing. I know sometimes that can be a huge relief. I hope I get to know you, whoever you are, and I'm praying for you, too. :]

out of everyone here on sugarloot, you inspire me the most everyday :)
Aww, I'm glad. Although there are quite the collection of inspiring people around here, if you really look. :]

a.) okay first of all, you got that song by The Verve addicted to me! haha i love to listen to that song now! b.) you inspire me, because even though you have a sickness, and the doctors don't know what is wrong, i can tell that you still put on a great attitude everyday! and i know that one day soon, doctors will figure out a cure for you! i will keep you in my prayers! c.) you are really pretty!
<3 (Once againn, this is me being speechless. Thankyouthankyou. :])

Were your parents like this when you were younger??
Yes, although at times I think they're nicer now. Just because when I was young, I didn't care about avoiding trouble with them, but now I'm more cautious.

how did ur mum and dad meet?
They met on base, in their dorms, through a friend. They were both in the Air Force and yeah. Apparently my dad was wearing lavender colored overalls when he first met her? Quite err, interesting. xD

i think you'd really enjoy the song 'eyes on fire' by blue foundation.
Ooh I do. It's cool that you said that, though. xD

you're so breathtaking. [ahh, please dont think im a creep :x !!]
Hahaha thank youuu sweetheartt! & I don't think you're a creep. xD

please start writing again, paige. it really calms me. and i am in dire need of serenity.
Aww, I'm trying. Whenever I can get some free time & I can get my brain back, I'll write.

you inspire me everday.
<3 (This is me being speechless. Thank you.)

how can i become an exceptional writer like you?
Oh lord. haha I don't think I'm an exceptional writer. I've had the same writing skills since I was ten. The only thing I can say, is, the secrets to my madness? I always write with scented candles, I love fire. I listen to music that reminds me of the plotlines of whatever I'm writing, while writing it. & the thesaurus is my best friend. I use it like a maniac.

hi there paige. i wanted to say you are a sexy beast. will you marry me. oh and caaaan you daaaance? JUST WANTED TO SAY, KEEP UP THE SEXY WORK! [[; i think you know who this is.
hahahaha. YES I WILL MARRY YOU! & my dancing is epic. You'll find that out when we have our first dance at the wedding. ;]

It made me so upset to read about how your parents treat you. They should be there for you and taking care of you as much as they possibly can. I hope this gets better for you soon. Have you tried taking your mind off being sick? Try going for a few days not thinking about your health problems and family problems and really enjoy everything about life. I have read that not dwelling on the bad things in life can make you better and happier!
I definitely don't dwell on family issues, whenever I'm out of the house, they're gone from my mind. It's a little hard not to think about health issues, though, when you're reminded of it everytime something goes wrong. I've actually found that school has helped me a lot, because I'm one of those people who can totally turn my mood around if I'm working. & thank you, :]

who sings the songs on your profile?
If I remember correctly, two songs are by Sia, one is by The Verve, and one is by Phil Collins. :]

To be honest with you Paige, you seem like one of those beautiful girls that is odd, are you really like that?
That might be a matter of personal opinion. xD I don't really think I'm beautiful but I definitely believe I'm odd.

what camera do you use? what editing program do you use?
I have a Nikon D60, which yes, is very expensive, before you ask. xD I saved up for a long time to get it. And I have Jasc Paint Shop Pro 8. Pretty old & outdated. But I adore it.

This is random, but do you believe in abstinence?
Yes, I dooo. :] Sometimes I kinda go overboard and sit and preach to my friends about it. I think they get annoyed with it, because they surely don't believe in it. xD

Paige, I just wanted to say that your amazingly beautiful and so sweet and I pray that you get better!
Thank you so much, m'dear. <3 I'm praying for you tooo, whoever you are.

Paige, if you could name your illness, what would it be?
I'm not really sure, I think if it was at a point where it would need to be named, I'd want it to be named after the doctor who finally got me to the stage of understanding what exactly is wrong with me. I'd love to be selfish and say I'd name it after my self, but I just couldn't take credit for the discovery.

Is it hell to be at school, if you can't really sit and stand for too long?
Kinda. Today was my first day, and I literally could not walk up the steps when I got home, my legs wouldn't work anymore, I think I overdid it. My teacher's don't really know, so I have to talk to them & the nurse privately this week, so they're aware. The nurse usually says she'll tell my teachers and I'll be allowed to get up and walk the halls every now and then, and not have to stand for presentations, but she forgets before she ever does it. But I'll make sure the teachers know. xD

i read what your sickness does to you. have you ever done a tilt table test? your symptoms sound exactly like mine. it took a year and a diagnostic team to figure out what it was. i was diagnosed with pots. i've never met with a doctor since that even knew what it was.
Holy Lordd. Thank you for letting me know, because I looked it up, and it sounds like practically all of my symptoms are on that list. Hopefully sometime in the future I can go and see if that's what's wrong, if only we had insurance right now. Boo. But really, thank you. :]

i think you're very spectacular, paige.
Thank youuu, so so so so so so much. :] <3

Have you ever thought about doing like an organization to help raise awareness about your sickness?
You know, I really haven't. Simply because a.) I don't like drawing attention to myself and b.) So far no Doctors can figure it out, so even defining the sickness properly would be impossible. Unless I were to find out I had something more typical, definable, and possibly fixable. If that was the case, I would definitely do an organization and raise awareness.

What does the sickness do? Is it hard to breathe sometimes?
It's kind of spread through different parts of my body, so it does a lot of things. Starting four years ago, I couldn't stand up straight for more then thirty minutes. I would get discoloration in my legs and some pretty bad pains. Now, that's progressed to the point that I can't stand for more then five minutes without discoloration, pain, and then fainting. & now I can't sit normally for more then an hour without discoloration & pain, but luckily, no fainting. It's hard to breathe often, yeah, so the doctor told me no exercise and I should be resting a lot. I have Vertigo, which if you don't know what that is, it's when every time you do something sudden involving your head, you black out, like standing up, turning around, it gets a little annoying. xD I've had a few minor seizures recently, and haven't been able to digest really anything, so my tummy is all swollen. :[ There's more to list, but I don't want to sit here and whine. Hah. :]

You say your really sick, what is it that your sick with?
The Doctors don't know. I've been going through numerous testing at labs and hospitals, considering things continue to get worse, but they can't find the problem. Unfortunately, due to financial issues, I won't be able to go to the doctors or the hospital for the next year. So it will be a long time until I can give a straight answer to that question.

Where do you see yourself 5 years from now?
I don't really see myself, in five years. That's a little dismal, but that's honestly how I feel. My health being unpredictable, I could be the same as I am now, suffering physically, battling things emotionally, but happy at the same time. I could be gone from this world. I could have my book published. I could be in the hospital. I could be in college for photography. I could be doing just about anything. But if I had control, I'd be living with my boyfriend, doing the things that I love; writing, photography, and graphic design. I can tell you where I don't see myself. I don't see myself becoming a doctor, or a lawyer, or any business type of person.
I think in five years, I'll be the same person I am today.
No matter what ends up happening.


blog time!

saturday, november fourteenth.
It's been a long time since I've blogged, this almost feels completely awkward. Oh well. :]

I really want to take some pictures, like seriously, it's been raining for ages and of course, I use natural lighting and rain = crap. I think I'm going to get my dad's construction light and do a photoshoot or something inside tonight. I'm dying to do something. I'll just have to wait until my parents fall asleep, because I'll have to sneak the light. Hah. Should be pretty fun, I'll have to decide what I'm going to do with my makeup, first though. I plan on listening to Bad Romance the whole time, simply because I can't seem to stop playing it anyhow.

One of the seniors at my school, Jeff, overdosed on heroin last Sunday and fell into a coma. Luckily he woke up yesterday, so I'm sure everyone who was close to him is so relieved. I really wish people in my school would realize that drugs are bad. Things like this have happened in the past, and everyone becomes so heart-broken, and yet, they continue or even increase their drug use. Seems a little ridiculous to me, not to be insensitive. I think I know as well as anyone that you can get through a hard time without turning to drugs & alcohol abuse.

So I got Glamazon started, I was hoping on working on articles during Thanksgiving break, but now I can't. My mum wants to go to Georgia for like 9 days. She's gotten so bored at home since she got laid off, I can't blame her. But really? I was planning on writing like, half of a book and working on the magazine. Now I can't, because I don't have a laptop and I can't work without my computer. (I would be the only person who would complain about vacation because I can't work.) But the drive takes 2 days, which is obnoxious, especially with a 4 year old. But if we don't go to Georgia, we'll probably end up going to Ohio for the whole week. Which is even more dreadful. Ohio = bore snore. I tried to convince her that we should take the "Chicken Bus" to New York for a day, and then stay home the rest of the time. Apparently there's a bus that takes chickens to New York for god knows what reason, and if you pay $20 they'll take you with them. Hah. My parents have an old pallio in New York anyways, who wanted to come down for Thanksgiving but couldn't because he had no vacation. So I'm thinking, hello?! Perfect much? They can drop me off in NYC and they can go to his house in the middle of nowhere.

Robbie's off horseback riding this weekend. Stupid rich family. Hahaha just kidding. :] Just means we can't hang, which kinda stinks since I'm only allowed twice a week, on Friday's, and Sundays. My mum's odd.

I can't wait to get a new phone, mine's so screwed up. I'm probably going to pitch in for my new one, which I'm getting next month. I'm hoping I can get the droid? We get a discount since I'm renewing a contract. My dad suggested that I get it, I just have to get my mum on board.

Alsooo, everyone should see the movie Flash Of Genius. It's about a man I used to know before he died in 2005, Bob Kearns. He invented the windshield that is automatically operated, instead of how it used to be; manual. His invention was stolen by Ford and he dedicated his life to proving that it was his invention and that Ford stole it. 12 years went by before he could finally get a court date, and in that time, he lost basically everything, his wife, his family.. Everything. But he finally went to court, and after studying law independently, represented himself. He won the case, and was given credit for the invention, and gets almost 30 million dollars from the court. He was a really sweet man, he had Alzheimer's, which was why I knew him. You should definitely go see it. I know every time I'm in the car, and it's raining, and the windshield wipers come on, I think of him.

Stay Beautifullll! :]



my pictures.
the good, the bad, the ugly.


my cousin and i at the reservoir. i look pretty gee-ross.


creeper smile. :]


i'm a nerd, at heart.


i like to sleep. a lot. record? 18 hours, straight.


my cousin is like, my best friend.


i don't wear a lot of make up.


i think this picture is super creeptastic.


my little brother dylan, is also my best friend. :]


we like to go on adventures.


i have a thing for hospital bands & socks.


sometimes i take pictures just because i like the click sound of my camera.


i tend to make a lot of facial expressions on a daily basis.


my boyfriend took this. :]


i hate most of the pictures i take.


lexi is my best friend in the world. <3


i'm weird.


this was in my greenhouse. but there's no plants there. just my dad's cigarette nastiness everywhere.


i like to take embarrassing pictures for people. happy birthday, krystalll. :]


i love old things.


sometimes i don't recognize myself in pictures.


i'm a saddd being, it seems like.


i make loovvveee to trees.


i'm secretly a vampire.


i wear belts on my head.

my photography.
some of these are random candids, too. :]

Night Life.
old picture.

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Labor Day ;; My Brudder.
labor day candid! this is my brudder. :D

Labor Day ;; My Brudder.
anotherr labor day candid!

When I Look At You..

self portrait.

This Scares Me.
scary flower picture. you love it. xD

Don't Bring Me Down.

unedited, slight accident, self portrait.

I saw a flower on my doorstep making love with the sun.
i saw a flower on my doorstep making love with the sun.

My Name is Paige Firth, and I'm a Pyromaniac.
i'm a pyromaniac. :]

My Swashbuckling Friend.
surprisingly candid. taken at a picnic. this is the lovely cousin, savvy.

Don't Pick Fights, Pick Flowers.
don't pick fights, pick flowers. :]

Wish.
you should give my most colorful entry a ten. :]

Innocence & Instinct.
innocence & instinct still remain.

Pride.
if you haven't realized by now that i love flowers, you have problems. you should get that checked out.

Breathe Me.
if you knew i was dying would it change you?

I Can Feel A Hot One.
i can feel a hot one.

Fade Away.
one of the first pictures ever, that i took of a flower. :]

Gentle.
along with this one. hah. but i would consider this a plant, not a flower.

Abstract.
logs in water can be good subjects, ehh?

Hold On Tight.
does anyone else see that log as a hand grabbing into the water? i do.

Oh Darling!
grrrreen!

Prisoner of Innocence.
this is my best friend.

Beauty in the Breakdown
new york touristy shot.

Lock Me Up.
new york ; belvedere castle.

Illuminate
new york touristy shot.

Chandelier.
i take it back, this was like the first flower picture ever.

Young Love.
young love. makes me want to sigh contently. hah.

Serenity.
i'm going to guess your first reaction will be, "OHMYGOD NAKED LADIES!"

Abandoned.
a friend gave me that. :]

Romance
new york touristy shot.

Hm.
new york touristy shot.

Death is the Road to Awe.
central park + winter + seven in the morning.

Light Me Up.
tulip!

The Beauty in Death.
roses. :]

Divinity.
like my eyeball?




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i'm on these cool people's top fives. so yeah. :]
lexii lexii

"i love kyraa <3"
krystal krystal

"Ian Somerhalder<333"
GLAMAZON GLAMAZON

"we're back!"
sanglui sanglui

"sanglui has been in Africa"
Daneat Daneat

"sooo busy! i miss ya'll!"
Amanda Amanda

"i love y'all too much."
k y  k y

"i love lexi and madigans :)"
Madeline Madeline

"i love lexii and ky. :)"
BOBBY says COMMENT PICS BOBBY says COMMENT PICS

"i miss you :)) talk!"
Audrey Audrey

"vote 10 for my outdoor please!"
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comments;
Mely "new moon tonight <3"
awwh thats too bad! they should give refunds..

haha good! i heard they got a new director so :)
actually i think i might be going tonight..my frien has tickets :D
Posted 11/20/09 - 04:28 pm
Mely "new moon tonight <3"
haha how was the movie?? :)
well in my towns theater, for the ppl who saw it at midnight - the last 45 minutes of the film got like burned/melted somehow and they couldnt see the rest..they got refund tickets but its for 2 weeks after ! lol
Posted 11/20/09 - 02:41 pm
Mely "new moon tonight <3"
you are so lucky! im actually seeing on saturday cause i didnt preorder tickets and theyre like all sold out :/
Posted 11/19/09 - 10:41 pm
Alyssa "listening to clair de lune."
yeah i wish.
i just feel numb and i feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest...
Posted 11/19/09 - 10:13 pm
Logen "perfectly lonely"
dont you have relatives in greensboro nc? i am going there this weekend. i have a dance competition at the coliseum saturday
Posted 11/19/09 - 08:44 pm
CJ "In desperate need of a new pic"
Well, i live in mid ohio, where nothing ever happens =/ but going to the bigger cities are fun (to me, anyway=]) like in sandusky and columbus have huge malls you can shop at, which is fun, because ours is pretty small.
Posted 11/19/09 - 08:32 pm
Mely "new moon tonight <3"
ahh lucky! i have school that time haha
Posted 11/19/09 - 07:38 pm
Mely "new moon tonight <3"
i think so! are you going to see it?
Posted 11/19/09 - 07:32 pm
CJ "In desperate need of a new pic"
I read you blog= totally agree that Ohio is the worst place ever. And I have to LIVE here.
Posted 11/19/09 - 05:03 pm
Irene says vote TENS for me in Most Photogenic "Stop DVing+Looking for dailies"
Sorry read that wrong.

Is this another taylor ashley parks fake again? http://sugarloot.teen.com/entry/647740368?browse_order=default&prevEnc=74473906969251927560
Posted 11/18/09 - 07:28 pm