June 6th 2009
I wish the days would slow down. Six days into june already and I can feel the oncoming changes. Last night was graduation for my high school and i went to support my pals. In all honesty, i almost wish i wouldn't have. It's hard to realize that when i go back to school for my final year my best friends aren't going to be there anymore. I've known this for a long time but that graduation made it seem all the more real life. I'm trying to live these last months to the fullest but it seems like an ongoing battle everyday to be perky and happy when i know the inevitable leaving day has crept up on me. I never knew living in the moment was such a hard concept grasp. I hope everyone else's summer is going well.
P.s. To those of you who have been dropping me comments of good luck i can't put into words how much i appreciate your support :)

May 28th 2009
Youtube browsing is just so inspiring. I would go into more detail but i decided to take a quick little breaksky from my twenty four hour finals studying session to pop on here to say hellooo. But the gang of good times are beckoning me on back so i gotta go...Math! Geography! Spanish! YES!

May 27th 2009
Goodness gracious! Have you ever felt that you have soooo much stuff to get done and that you shouldn’t even end up doing any of it because its all just too overwhelming? Orrrrr, even better, you just want to plop down on top your roof, underneath the new summer sun w/ a box of Godiva’s (that you scarf down in .5 to avoid a chocolaty mess) and the ipod turned up, slowly tuning out every care in the world; Noticing the clouds pass overhead and get lost in them. How do they look so damn fluffy? And how high up are they really? The only thing keeping me going in these last two days of late night studying and crazy brain cramming for junior finals is that perfect scenario. I defiantly know you all have summer ‘09 on your brains too. So for those who are lucky enough to already go through that prison break, I’m automatically jealous of you. But to all those still stuck in there with me and studying for those finals, I hope you find the Big M O (ehem, motivation) to be the smarties you know you are and use these last few days to your advantage. I know I’ll be nerding it up for most of the night : )

May 20th... 2009
hey wow! finally a new blog entry :) ooo its only been a year, but still proves not to be to late to update. Obviously, this private contest has us all in a solid uproar. I'm suprised to be back here, total deja vu. But even though its been over a year, i still remember the so-called 'clique' spirit. I remember thousands of girls, 10 for 10's, clique ads, dailies, gossip pages. It was like our own little world on here where the clique contest rules were our constituion and the leaderboard was senate. I dedicated hundreds of hours to that contest, i know a lot of you did too. Thats why i'm so excited to browse around this site and BOOP! i see one of those old profiles and its like that summer all over again. All and all, what i'm trying to say is that it's great to be back. I can't wait to chat with my sugarloot veterans, make some new pallios, and to congratulate the new private girls. May the best Kiran win :)


Feburary 19th

So this weekend was my schools winter formal. Now, in my opinion it misewell be the "Valentines Day Dance" sense we have it so late into winter but either title, its still the same dance. Honestly, it was probaly the best dance i've been to my entire life! Ashleigh, Ashley, and I got ready together before hand which was just hilarious because Ashleigh absolutely hates getting dressed up! (this was her first dance and shes a junior! Ashleigh+Dances=Dislike) But anyways we all got ready together while listening to FOB old school style (Under the Cork Tree!) Then the total of 6 pairs came to Ashley's house for pictures and such then we were off to the country club. Now, i am a terrible eater. Seriously, no matter what i do something always ends up all over the place! So i decided to go with something that did not require any utensils. i got pizza at the country club...but come on, its a no-nonsense food! Then Ashleigh convinced me to get Creme Brulee...thumbs down lol it wasn't to yummy. The only problem was it took two hours to eat and about an hour to get our food so i seriously had a monsterous cracker wrapper moutain in front of me and the men were getting restless so they started playing the 'penis game' (you see who can yell penis the loudest....immature, yes. Hilarious, definatly) and singing "Afternoon delight" ( i've been forced to watch Anchorman about 295832958 times) Then after that it was off to the dance. Now i can't exactly describe why it was so amazing, but just picure your perfect dance and thats probaly pretty close to how mine was. The only problem being was all they played was rap and country for slow songs. I was po'ed sense i dislike both genres highly. Then after the dance our group had turn into 16 people and we went to my pal Amandas house for an After Dance Dance party. (About a month ago Amanda and i re did her 'play room' that was renamed 'The James Franco Room' by marko. We painted it green and brown, hung up black and white pictures of James Franco all over the place and overall its just looked amazing! Then she put up all these exciting strobe,black, and party lights so we had our own little dancing room) So that lasted until about two in the morning thanks to the Monster drinks :] Then i spent the night at Ashley's house with Ashleigh and Lauren in which we watched the Holiday and Epic movie.

February 10th

So after watching Americas Best Dance Crew i felt compelled to write an entry with some kokomo pride. Now, Kokomo Indiana is probaly one of the most boring towns you will ever visit in your entire life! Despite all the corn, somehow we have been able to have some pretty exciting things happen to local "kokmoians"

Miss America-2005
So at the Miss America pageant in 2005, the Miss Indiana went to a girl from Kokomo Indiana, Kaitlyn Christopher (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kaitlyn_Christopher)


Americas Best Dance Crew
Alright so I was just randomly watching this show last week and all of a sudden i see flashes of corn and a "Welcome to Kokomo, Indiana sign" and i'm like riuriewjvoiewujrijmvoiweuroiw?! One of the dance crews on this show just happens to be from kokomo!(http://www.mtv.com/ontv/dyn/dance_crew/crews.jhtml?crew=break_sk8)

Yea, they pretty much kickass! :] But anyways, something completely off subject, i've gotten response from you guys about the making my own website possibility:
Slim amounts said stick to just sugarloot
Some of you said use sugarloot and Myspace
And most of you said make your own website but still remain on sugarloot
So about this whole making my website thing, anybody know any good websites to make one? (examples: Xanga, Piczo) Let me know!

February 3rd
Let me put this into a metaphorical sense, for reasons i don't understand, sense 'leaving' sugarloot it somewhat has became a Pandoras box to me. I said i wanted to leave it alone and forget all about it, but i can't help but come back and take a peek! What can i say? I missed you guys and i was gone for what...four days? Why would i leave the people who i love talking to and have been there for me from the start of my dreams? Now its my turn I know i always say "O i'm going to be on more often!" or "I'll try to get on more" yet somehow it never works out. So i've came to the realization that the only way to stay dedicated to this website, or more like the people on it, is to start up my own website. Thing is, when i get started on something, i throw so much effort into it its unbelieveable! And a website is just so large that i know i would spend so much time making it, making grahics, writings articles, filming videos perhaps? Idk, but i gotta know, what do you think about that? Should i just stick to sugarloot or make my own website? Should I make a new myspace and use that at 'the website'? Would you be interested in this idea at all? Let me know, and then i'll chat about details

My Last Post

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Add in an unimaginable amout of hours and you'll have the equation to my life on Sugarloot. I'll always appreciate was this website brought me. I met new friends, some that i've been lucky enough to meet in person, some that i've just talked with, and in attempts, help them with any problems they brought my way. Now we all know that the one quality that I hate most is being predictable and what I'm about to say is the emptiome of being predictable. I'm leaving Sugarloot, for good this time. I know what your recactions are going to be, "Suprise, suprise your barely on anyway!" or "Wow just because you didn't get the part your leaving sugarloot?" I know, and i agree with you completely! But being on here is just like revisiting a place that you hoped to never see again. Its like the song on the radio playing for someone in a car crash, whenever they hear that song, everything comes back to them. The events that led up to the accident and the effects it had on the person all catch up. I'm sorry to any of the people who feel like i've ignored them. I'm sorry to any of you who got their feelings hurt by wrongly thinking I disliked them becuase i didn't responde. I'm sorry to the gossip pages for not being able to make up any more stories about me ;]. In exactly a week i'm going to be sixteen years old. and i know it sucks, but i feel like i'm getting pretty old. I've only got two more years to decide what i want to do with the rest of my life I'll always have, always will, want to be an actress. I want to make and impression on people. I want to be remembered. I want to show everyone that it can happen. Its obvious that movies and TV shows evoke emotion in people. They put into our minds the excitement, love, happiness, mystery...whatever were looking for is really out there. But being on this website won't get me in the movies, i've found that out the hard way. I've always needed motivation to do something, and in an odd twisted way, losing this contest had provided me with that. Getting what i want won't be as easy as spending hours on a website or taking pictures or being pretty. There are thousands of people who can do that. I'm not sure what its going to take or how its going to happen but i can promise you one thing, It will To those of you who still seek advice or look up to me in a way, i can promise to be there for you, just leave me a comment and i'll work something out. Your the reason that i'm doing what i'm doing now. I've effected you in some way, and thats what i've always wanted to do. And do you ever lay awake at night?
And do you ever tell yourself don't try?
Don't try to let yourself down
Don't try to let yourself down
And do you ever see yourself in love?
And do you ever take a chance, my love?
Because you know that I will..
Because you know that I will..


p.s You can still find me, if you want, i'll be on facebook, now accepting anyone! I have an account on youtube where i have to read monolouges for an agency i met in chicago.

p.p.s If i ever do come back to sugarloot i'll only be on THIS ACCOUNT i'm not going to make a new one, so this is it. This is the only Vee.

January 27th

So this weekend I had the most fun of my entire life! Suprisingly, i spent half the time watching Heroes, but the other half was so random which made it so much better then how things have been lately. For the last couple weeks, my pals had became slightly on the boring side, but finally, we decided to just do spontanious stuff and it turned out great! Sense my birthday is in a little under two weeks we're trying to find something super exciding to do. I'm not really looking for anything "My super sweet 16" (though i wish lol) Anybody have any good ideas from parties you've had? Comment me if you'd like to let me know :] Ooo! More good news! I'm fortunate enough to finally have a meeting with an agency. On february 2nd i'm going to chicago to meet with one of the agencies I met with on my last trip to Chicago. I'll keep you posted if anything happens :]


January 18th
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been on in a week but we are remodeling my house and started on my computer room. My mom had unhooked the computer so we could get new furniture and paint! Luckily, I don't have school on Monday so i will be responding to a large sum of my comments then. Now about the recently found out castings:
Kristen: A girl named Bridget Mendler apparently ... i guess she looks like how i picutred Kristen? I've never seen her act so i can't really give a thought on how i think she will do.
Massie: The chick from Ugly Betty i've heard?
http://img89.imageshack.us/img89/1662/massiemq8.png
No complaints really, she does look like her! Obviously i wish it was me lol but hey, i'm keeping my fingers crossed...maybe I still have a shot at Claire? Olivia? Schoolgirl 12?
Am i dissapointed about not getting Massie? It hasn't really settled in yet. I've been dreaming about this shot FOREVER! Its weird to realize that i don't get my dream through an someone posting me an Internet comment. As of now, i'm just hoping and praying that maybe the decision is still in politics and maybe, just maybe, I got it after all :]
Writing again on Monday!
Much Love, Vee

November 27th
Photobucket is being a betch( ehem I love liam sullivan! GO KELLY!) But yes, i'm aware my profile is jacked. First tinypic wouldn't work and now photobucket, i'm getting slightly frusterated about this situation lol, i'll try to fix it tonight or tomarrow so i won't have time to do much responding today :/

November 24th

Well hey there everyone! I'm attempting to keep my promise and be on here more often, and i gotta say its working out pretty well so far! Anyways, so two of my friends recently became injured and both on thanksgiving. My friend Amanda, shes in one of my pictures, has had thigh problems for ever now sense running Cross Country and she finally had an operatin to fix it, but now shes a cripple along with my friend Marko who was playing football in the rain and tore a muscle on the same leg as Amanda's thigh injury. So Ashley, (another pal of mine whose now on sugarloot also!) had this amazing plan to have a second thanksgiving today! Were getting together to make the food today then i'm attempting to make everyone dress up sense i'm pretty much obsessed with any chance i get to dress up :]

November 22nd

Well hey there pallios! Well, i'm back and finally updated! I'll start with what people seem to be most interested in. California! It was the best experience i've ever had in my entire life. I want to think Kristen, if you reading this, for planning the most amazing trip ever! Also, the judges who let me meet the some of the most amazing girls ever and granting me the chance to see a palm tree and go to California and Disney world for the first time. Thanks to Lisi for taking time out of her busy day to have lunch with us and sign the most amazing books ever, The Clique of course! Overall, I spent five days in Cali. The first day, I went to Disneyland for the first time ever with my mom. The second day, was the day I planned on meeting Macie at Universal Studios. Before the trip, her and I had talked on the phone constantly for at least a month. She was the first winner that i knew of other then myself! Anyways, we had troubles meeting up at Disneyland becuase we were at completely different ends of the park so we just decided to meet up at Universal on the second day. We basically went insane when we finally found eachother, it was definatly a moment i'll remember forever! That night, we had a pajama party and planned what we were wearing the next day. On my third day, a limo came to pick up my mom and I and drive us to the roosevelt, which was the amazing hotel that they were bringing all the girls to stay. Macie and I met up that morning and had breakfast at the in hotel resteraunt, 25 degrees. It was amazing but we were still anxious to meet the other girls! Finally, we hear someone behind us ask "Macie?" we turn around on the stools and theres Lindsey! We sat down and had breakfast together and asked her if she had seen Juliana. Eventually, Juliana walked through the cafe and we were all super pumped to see her, but sadly, she had to go prance around Cali with her family so we didn't get to see her to much that morning. After breakfast, we decided to go look around for Georgia. We saw someone who we thought was her, so Macie tapped her shoulder and was like "Georgia?" and it was most definatly her!! The rest of the day was a blur of shopping with Macie and Georgia! We spent hours at the poolside where we chatted with a bartender named Mickey and talked about how much we loved the bellboy Rocco. Georgia, Macie and I also crowded into Georgias room and watched hairspray while sharing a lunch of chicken fingers and the amazing fries from room service! That night we all dressed up and had dinner at the super fancy resteraunt. It was quite fun, except for the fact they charged us forty five dollars for water! The fourth day was audition day. We all woke up early and met up in the lobby where we took a few pictures then a limo picked us up and wisked us away to Warner Brothers Studio. They gave us an amazing tour then we met Lisi! We pretty much all freaked out lol. Next, while each girl was auditioning the camera guys interviewed us for the special features part of the DVD. After everyone finished Auditions, it was off to The Ivy for lunch with Lisi. I'll definatly never forget how much fun that was and how yummy the deserts were! After lunch, we all did some shopping at this amazing store called kitsons ( yet all i ended up buying the entire trip was a giant poster of the Rolling Stones cover with Zac efron, yea i know i'm cheap!) After that, Juliana had to catch a plane so she had to leave :( After shopping, we made a quick trip to the ocean because Macie had never seen it before. It was absolutely breathtaking becuase we got there right at sunset! Then on the way back georgia, Macie and I were so absolutely tired that we basically fell asleep. Lindsey also was flying out that night which was sad because we only got a chance to be all together for a two days. That night, Macie, Georgia and I all dressed up and hung out by the amazing posh pool and in the amazing sitting parlor lobby thing. On my final morning, Macie had to leave at four in the morning so I didn't get to see her. Georgia and I had breakfast together and did some last minute reflecting on our trip by our favorite spot, the pool. I was so depressed on the plane trip home, and i miss you girls so much! I'm hoping with every fiber of my being that we all get to see each other again (hopefully on the big screen :] ) and also that i get to visit you Georgia on spring break lol! I love you guys!

P.S Just a quick update, On december 8th i'm leaving for Chicago with Ashliegh in which were meeting with some agencies so i have a lot of preparing to do! I won't be on much during these next two weeks. After this trip though, i'll be on a buttload sense i'll have all my serious stuff out of the way! p.p.s To all the girls requesting facebook friendships, i'm sorry but i'm keeping that between just the people who go to my school! But i am accepting everyone on myspace so heres the link www.myspace.com/veewhitey


October 29th

Well hey there pals :] So its the last day of Fall break and so far it definatly has not seemed like a break. I've been out of the house everyday and this is the first time i've gotten the chance to get on the computer. Thursday, I went with my pal Amanda and all our guy friends to see 30 Days of Night. It was absolutely amazing :] Then Friday, my first day of break, I went to Amanda's for the day then to our Varsity Footballs last Sectionals game. It was raining so bad and it was absolutely freezing! But we won and now were going to regionals this weekend, which just so happens to be a home game :] Saturday i went to Ohio for th day to visit my family and then that night to a haunted house in Fort Wayne with Amanda, Indy, Jacko, and Mertz. It was pretty darn fun except for the fact they kept pushing me to the front so everything would pop out at me first :/ I spent the night at Amandas house and then we woke up and went to steak n' shake with the same group as the night before then to see Saw IV...which i definatly didn't watch any of lol. Vee+Gore is not a good combo...i just texted the whole time lol.Around twelve we all left Amandas sense she was leaving for Nashville that night. Then today i'm going shopping with my mom and getting pretty pumped for Ashleigh to come back from Ohio :] Now for some sugarloot updates, I came back and realized all my graphics were pretty much dead...so i'm getting on redoing that eventually! Next, i only have Three WEBSITES ON THE INTERNET One is this sugarloot, the other is my facebook, and last is my myspace (which i never use) but its adress is
Www.myspace.com/vee_whitey
Second of all, its true! I convinced Ashleigh to make a sugarloot, shes in my top friends box and yes, it really is her! She also only has that sugarloot and a facebook. Oo and lots of thanks to the girl who made the website Victorious-Vee, the graphics are absolutely amazing and I definatly do appreciate the support :] One thing though, on the chatbox on the opening of the website, I never posted in that thing, i did read some stuff in it from some people who were pretending o be me...i'll never post in those kind of chatboxes sense its to easy to pretend to be someone else! Anyways, i won't be on much this next two weeks i'm preparing for Cali and then also I have finals at school and i'm doing pretty bad in Chemistry so i need to do some school work. I'll probaly get around to fixing my site and Ashleighs soon and be able to responde to a couple comments today :]

October 20th
Sorry for not being on for the last couple days but its Ashleighs 18th birthday today and her Mom and I have been working all week on a suprise party! But anyways, yesterday was probaly one of the most interesting days ever...after school Ashleigh, Marko, AJ, Amanda, Mertz, and I all went to Steak N' Shake and definatly made the top ten hot guys and girls list. The funny part is, one of the guys definatly had all of his top ten hot guys list already in mind and took forever to name off his top girls! Not gonna lie though, he had grand taste :]After that we just went to Ashleighs house and hung out in her room reading the Cosmopolitian articles outloud...seriously there the funniest thing in the world...but only if you immature like we are :D Anyways About the new pictures, I would say there not exactly pretty...there not suppose to be...there more different and unexpected which is what i was going for. Ooo the outfit i got it all from goodwill lol so I have no idea where you can buy the stuff ... but if you go to goodwill look in all the sections. The red shirt udner the blouse is really a kid shirt that is so short it ends above my ribs! You just can't tell in the picture....hopefully lol :D I'll be responding tomarrow!

October 16th
Hello there! Ok so today I definatly had a drive for drivers ed and the driving teacher was absolutely hilarious...we jammed out to Linkin Park and Matchbox 20 with me, gotta say its something i'll never forget. I didn't to do bad on todays drive either! Anyways, heres some questions :]
Q: How do you get a scrollbox like this one?
A: Use this codes WITHOUT THE PERIODS and put it above anything you want in a scrollbox. ANYTHING BELOW THIS CODE WILL BE PUT INTO THE SCROLLBOX
<.div style.="OVERFLOW: auto; WIDTH: 500px; .HEIGHT: 400px".>

Q:Will you me updated on what happens on the L.A trip
A: Sure will! I'll be taking a buttload of pictures and posting everything I can when i return!

Q: What day or you leaving for L.A?
A: Sometime in November, but I can't give out any more information than that!
Q: Whose Lo?
A: Lo is one of the many amazing girls i've met through sugarloot! She helps me answer common questions and debunks any rumors going on about me. Shes definatly absosutely amazing so you should definatly talk to her! Heres the link
"http://www.sugarloot.com/profile/970636255"
Also, thank you to all the girls who have been giving me links, especially appreciate the help from Leila, Hollster, and Krysta! with people pretending to be me! I definatly appreciate your help :D

October 15th
Well hey there everyone! Ok so heres the things, i definatly can't say how much i appreciate the support i've gotten from a lot of you guys through this whole clique audition experience. But i've noticed a lot of negative things happening ever sense the winners were announced in this competition. Yes, in the summer, i could responde to a lot of you all the time because i never had anything going on, and a lot less people commented me then they do now... but now that school is in session i definatly don't have a lot of time on the computer. So, I try to get back to as many of you as I can, but i'm sorry if i don't get back to you, but i have a lot of stuff going on, i'm leaving for chicago trip soon, I need to practice for this L.A trip, i'm gronded a lot, i have cheerleading three days a week, being a sophmore i hve a buttload more homework and i'm pretty much failing chemistry, and i also hve to make time for my pals and family, so basically all i ask is, before you ask me a question is if you read my blog because i answer a lot of the question you ask in my questions section.

October 14th
Well hey there pallios! I got back to a couple of you today, but once again, i only earned an hour of computer time sense i was grounded for not cleaning my room and arguing with my mom...its happens lol :] Anyways today i took some pictures with my pal again, their pretty darn cool sense they mostly have a buttload of CORN in them :D its like a corn parade...but we almost got arrested becasue apparently we were "trespassing" in someones private property...come on it was a feild of dead corn, I don't think we were hurting anyone by taking pictures in it...o well :D I also took some last week in front of a lake in a sailor themed outfit that we bought at goodwill :] I'll put these up soon my pal just needs to put them on a disc for me. Talk to you all tomarrow! Sometime in september
Ever been watching a TV show, and BAM you realize "I know i'm not meant to be where i'm at now." I know i have. I'm sorry that i haven't been on here much lately, i've been a tad busy trying to keep up with sports, grades, friends, my annoying parents, and then keep sometime for myself where i can just dream about what I want. Fifty percent of my day is lived throughout others, reading books, watching TV shows, writing books anything that can extract me, just for a breif moment, from my boring day-to-day life. I've came to the conclusion on why this contest means so much to me. It's a chance for me to do what i've always dreamed of. To leave the place i was never meant to be. This post goes out to all my clique girls, who this auditions means so much more then a laptop or gift certificate. This goes out to the girls who want this audition, this chance to belong where their meant to be, with every fiber of their being. October 5th can't come soon enough.

October 13th
Hey ladies! I was grounded..again, so sorry I wasn't on for the last couple days, but I promise i will be tomarrow night. But as i was reading my comments i came across this friendly little letter! Thought i should share!

"wow. someone finaly gets it! vee is more faker than a FRADA bag. god do i hate her. i mena, its not just jelouse,. there is girl like that in my school. they make them selfes seem perfect and glamoures, but its all fake, and in the end they never come out on top. please vee makes everyone like her. i would like everyone ot take step back and really see her for who she is. when you read her about me you fixated on her courage and outgoingness. but thats when anybody can do. please don't let her control youyr thoughts. i reallyy have no idea how she one. but to make THAT good, i wonder whatever the judges are smoking."
-Sally (changed the name to protect this wondeful girls idenity!)

All i gotta say: Shes got me pegged :]
To all the girls who have been slandering the clique girls, i don't think many of them crack up laughing like i do when i'm insulted, so if you want to insult someone, insult me, becasue it really does make my day :]
p.s I'll be on tomarrow! Promise!!
p.p.s Lo? Yea she definatly didn't mean for me to shape up phsycially! lol that girl is soo nice she would never say something like that!

September 29th

So, I and i'm sure some of you, have noticed that i've been slacking in being active on this website. Its true, i was on here a lot during the summer, almost every day at least for six hours responding,spreading, and asking you guys for favors such as voting for my video. Even though I have a lot less time now that school has started, its no excuse for me not to responde to a lot of you. Yes, i have been signing on this site Everyday and reading every single comment I get, but no i haven't been responding. SO, as of now, i promise to dedicate more time to this website. The problem is, I definatly can't get back to all the comments I get everyday, so I'll try to get to the vast majority of them, and i'll answer commonly ask question in this section, so make sure to check up here for updates!
Recently Asked Questions:
Q:Wheres the Audition being held?
A:L.A! woot woot! i've never seen a palm tree, so pretty much, i'm excided :]
Q:What part did you get?
A: I wish i already had gotten one, but i don't :/ The other girls and i won an audtion for the movie, not a part sadly
Q:Did you know ahead of time that you were going to win?
A: Yes I knew around september 25th I believe, I kept it a secret though because I didn't want to put other girls hopes down by putting the idea in their head that if they hadn't gotten contacted now, they didn't get an audition. I wasn't sure if I was the only one they had contacted at the time.
P.P.S Thank you Lo, for letting me know to shape up!
P.P.P.S To the people who are pretending to be me, it kind of freaks me out, just a tad lol, so if anyone finds another me, post me the link?